There is always light at the end of the tunnel & God will lead me whenever I'm lost in the deep ocean, we make up last nite at 12.30am. Colin understand the amount of stress I'm goin through & he told me to KIV our ivf treatment till I'm mentally prepared. I'm grateful but I don't want to drag any further. We shall see how it goes after our appointment on Fri, sometimes its not for me to decide but God knows when its best & I'll just wait for the right time.

I would like to thank all my friends who lend me their shoulders & ears the past 2 days, without all of you, I would have fall into depression & you guys can visit me at hougang chalet's president suite room now