21 mths old Shyenne

First time posting pics of Shyenne, she's a little terror now, very demanding & love to shed crocodile tears. but nevertheless, she brought a lot of joy to us & she dote on her sister which caught us by surprise

My advance christmas present

Price shown before 20% discount, I simply love it!!

I've been hunting for this design for quite sometime, finally found it at bugis elle counter

The inner compartments are big & I can put a lot of cards

I've given Colin his christmas present, that is his new N95 8GB handphone, that used up all my savings for this year

4.5 mths Sherlise

Finally a miracle...

Today I have an appt with Dr Soong. By right the appt should be discussing my next course of action if I insist to stop my lucrin jab. My appt is super duper early, 9.15am, reach there on time & din wait long before its my turn. Alice get me to take my weight & BP & my weight for the first time in so many mths finally drop to 50.1kg!! I was so so happy, basically on cloud9, my BP also normal.

First thing when I step inside the room, Dr Soong ask why I want to stop the lucrin jab, I told her my reason is simple, I simply cannot handle the mood swing which Colin suffered for more than a week to the extend he say something that he should't even say.

Next Dr Soong ask if I'm open with SO-IUI option, I'm more than happy to hear that, at least not facing a dead end anymore, SO-IUI I only need to jab myself for 5 days & I'll enter 2ww (the most anguishing 2 weeks wait to know +ve or -ve), most likely I'll go ahead after cny cos these few mths Colin is way too stressed out at work.

Last Sun we went tampines mall to get myself a new hp, cos my N6288 looks like it'll die on me anytime & I'm on the verge of throwing it into the bin, reception will die on me anytime & anywhere & I face problem sending out sms also. I got myself a new sony ericsson K770i at retail price, Colin say he'll buy it for me as christmas present, when we're at starhub shop, N95 8GB caught his eyes, I told him I'll recontract his line & pay for it as his christmas present.

Now everynite we're "busy" playing with our new toy & we're due to see Dr Soong again in Jan to kick start my SO-IUI program

RIP my darling lassie...

My dad called me earlier & informed me that my darling has pass away early in the morning. My bro brought her to the vet last nite cos she has not been eating the past few days, I met my bro in the clinic & the vet told us that her heart is very enlarged for her size & she confirm got heart attack & need to be on long term medication. Another alternative the vet suggested which I find her out of her mind was, if we didn't want lassie to be on long term, we can put her to sleep, there's no way I'll do that.

To my darling, we'll always miss you, you'll always & 4ever be my darling girl

Wonderful Saturday

Yesterday finally have chance to meet up with Jen, Jessie & Adeline. Suppose to meet at 12pm at orchard, Adeline sms all of us on Fri & change the time to 2.30pm, then yesterday after I woke up I'll call Adeline & she say Willie did not get to take part subaru challenge so change to time 3.30pm at United Square. Since I got nothing to do at home, I took a cab down to orchard to do a bit of retail therapy, nothing much to buy cos not many things on sale

Jessie called me at 3.30pm & ask my whereabouts, I told her I'm still half way thru my shopping & will be at novena area within the next 20 - 25 mins. After I meet up with her, first thing she ask me if I got cash, I told her yes then she say Jen forget to bring her wallet & need cash to pay cab fare. By the time we all meet up was 4.30pm already. When we saw Willie, his look damn sian then he console himself by saying this year the subaru model too cheap he not interested, I go like cheap meh, that car worth almost $60K with COE, I tell him its ok he can try again next year.

We walk around united square for about 30 mins, then I can't remember if its Jessie or Jen say she's thirsty and suggest we go foodcourt for a drink, we're all thirsty & headed straight to foodcourt. Jessie bought a plate of chicken rice for her 2 kiddos & Zenson finish the whole plate of chicken rice himself!! 11mth old baby can finish a adult portion rice & he's still screaming "mum mum", he wan more food! I din have lunch & was hungry, see Zenson eat I more hungry.

We went to walk around again after our drinks & I bought some dried mango & sweets, at 6.40pm Adeline say Willie is hungry & we proceed to foodcourt for dinner, I had a super oily chicken rice & bought a slice of jelly for dessert. After dinner Jen say she need to go off & I decided to go off with her since we sharing cab & I'm super duper tired.

Girls, I had a good time with all of you, looking forward to the bbq session on thurs at bell's house

I hate people invading into my privacy

As per my previous posting, Colin went to download my emails for dunno wat purpose, his reason which I did not buy is he went to update my email spamkiller, how lame right. Last nite we had another round of heated argument, he claim that he did not have an affair with anybody & show me his hp, I rebuke back saying he can delete all the call logs & sms, I'm not that dumb yet ok, I'm already on high alert for your affair & trying hard to gather concrete evidence then it'll be hell for you.

He say he only have 1 woman which is me, and all his friends are guys, and last nite he went out with his pig dog friends & not slut, He really think I'll believe his words, if you really go out with your pig dog friends then why never reply my sms?! I'm even more suspicious, avoiding all my sms is useless.

I throw back all my rings & credit card, I told him a lot of times already, once I do this I'm already 1 leg out of this marriage, I wanna gather evidence is easy, once I do it you can say bye bye to everything

My last sms to him before I sleep is "your sweet talk works better on your mistress. Like I say your mum is 4ever more impt than me, you can bring your mum for breakfast but NEVER do that to me, you can even pay for their holiday and give them free engine oil using MY MONEY"

He did try to makeup with me last nite, but he failed doing so, cos I'm still boiling mad with his affair & him reading my emails!!

6th day...

I know my title sounds a bit eerie..hehe. Today is the 6th day of my quarrel, already intend to give him a hug to makeup when I found out something, I went to check my singnet email & found all my email gone! I immediately sms him & confront him, he read my emails!! Actually there's nothing much in my email lah, but I just furious that he download my email without getting my permission, I hate people invading into my privacy, he claims that he's not that one, I rebuke back & say he's the only one that use my pc & I never download my email, if its not him then who else can it be?!

I went to check my pc & found him playing his game & I just shut down his game. Then he say my marriage is in dooms, I can't be bothered with wat he say, then he say watever I write in my blog embarass & he dun have face to face my friends. Hello, this is my blog, I'm free to write wat I wan, not happy dun read lah, I didn't hold a gun & force u to read.

Then he start saying he dun like my friends, and becos I not happy with his pig dog friends & he claims that he always last min cancel their meet, now they longer call him out, now this become my problem!? Then he also say that he never restrict me from going out, I almost rebuke & say I go out too often he open his big mouth & make noise, this is not called restrict?

I starting to suspect that he have an affair which he deny of cos. why I have such suspicious, these few days his hp is top secret, hug on to it so tight, normally in office I just leave my hp on the table, but he even bring his hp to the toilet which is not his usual practice, once I get evidence, hell will break loose!!

Invitation only....

My blog is now for invited readers only, reason behind somebody complain that I embarass him with whatever I write in my blog, I wan my freedom of speech & this is my blog I'm free to pen whatever things I like. Now I don't have to be selective with my postings, I can blog freely cos he'll never have access to my blog anymore