Friday, July 31, 2009
Another cold war
I'm not angry over a cup of drink. More of cannot sink into the reality of the upcoming treatment. I'm not mentally prepared neither am i physically ready. I really just want to go to a nobody island. Just me living alone with no disturbance. Another appt coming in 1 month time. Can i dun go? The thoughts alone is enough to lead me into depression. Right now just using work to occupy my mind. I'm a different me now. I'll no longer be able to communicate my mind freely. No one will ever understand the amount of stress i'm going thru. The end!
Friday, July 24, 2009
The Dreaded Cough!
I last saw my GP on 25/6, I went to visit him yesterday again! I barely recover for 2 weeks & I caught the flu + cough bug again!! I requested for 2 bottles of cough syrup & he gave 2 types of pills to open up my airway in case my asthma acts up!!! I'm really dreading this stupid cough!!!
*To the irrating bug - Just leave me alone!!!!!!
*To the irrating bug - Just leave me alone!!!!!!
Monday, July 20, 2009
Disappointed
We've been waiting for the project at amk central to launched. Every time we drive past, I'll peep at the showflat. For close to a year, we're just waiting!
Finally on Sat I saw the advertisement, first question I ask the agent is the pricing. Average $1k per sq feet is something we cannot swallow, I did a very conservative calculation on the monthly instalment. It would cost us $5k per mth!!!!
This project is now offically strike out of our list, we'll still go & kpo at the showflat (this has become our favourite pass time now).
Bye bye Centro!
Finally on Sat I saw the advertisement, first question I ask the agent is the pricing. Average $1k per sq feet is something we cannot swallow, I did a very conservative calculation on the monthly instalment. It would cost us $5k per mth!!!!
This project is now offically strike out of our list, we'll still go & kpo at the showflat (this has become our favourite pass time now).
Bye bye Centro!
Depression
Not too sure how one can get depression. Now I can finally understand!
I'm suspecting myself slipping into depression. Last week saw Dr Soong again, my odds at 40:60. Quite high for me to say. Walk out of the clinic, cannot help feeling depressed. I try my best to occupy my mind, but still fail if I divert my attention back to the consultation at the clinic.
I can feel my eyes swell up with tears, but at the same time cannot let Colin see lest he gets worried.
I have 2 mths to mentally prepared myself. I can do it!!!!!! Once I hold my baby in my arms, all effort is worth it!!!!
I'm suspecting myself slipping into depression. Last week saw Dr Soong again, my odds at 40:60. Quite high for me to say. Walk out of the clinic, cannot help feeling depressed. I try my best to occupy my mind, but still fail if I divert my attention back to the consultation at the clinic.
I can feel my eyes swell up with tears, but at the same time cannot let Colin see lest he gets worried.
I have 2 mths to mentally prepared myself. I can do it!!!!!! Once I hold my baby in my arms, all effort is worth it!!!!
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