Depression

Not too sure how one can get depression. Now I can finally understand!

I'm suspecting myself slipping into depression. Last week saw Dr Soong again, my odds at 40:60. Quite high for me to say. Walk out of the clinic, cannot help feeling depressed. I try my best to occupy my mind, but still fail if I divert my attention back to the consultation at the clinic.

I can feel my eyes swell up with tears, but at the same time cannot let Colin see lest he gets worried.

I have 2 mths to mentally prepared myself. I can do it!!!!!! Once I hold my baby in my arms, all effort is worth it!!!!